Shade #880808

Cherry chapstick coats 

my stomach lining, 

so my insides are as pink 

as my lips, and not 

the red of the 

blood that I suck down – 

when a smile splits the skin. 

I eat my weight in lipstick 

licking my lips and 

spilling pinks and reds 

down my esophagus until 

all I am is a 

melting tube of wax. 

My eyes leak gloss; 

my mucus shimmers; 

my blood sticks to my veins; 

anything to cover the 

pale white that wraps 

around empty words 

and chipped teeth.

--Dawn P., Adult